Six months on...  / Carla Cawser (Friend of Samuel's mum )
It is a while since I came here to see Samuel, and he is just as gorgeous as ever. It seems like I have 'known' him for so much longer. I hope he has a fun day tomorrow, I know how hard it will be for his mum and dad. Samuel - look after your mummy and daddy tomorrow - they miss you so much. Helen - keep that hope alive in your heart. Everything will work out. Love to you all, Carla, Suzie and Henry xxx Close

I'm so sorry....  / Eva Bates (another angel mom )
I know your pain all too well.  Just know that little Samuel is playing with all the other little angels in the most beautiful gardens of Heaven with our Lord and His Mother smiling upon them.  I know that Samuel and my Charlotte Rose are so happy up there, and are saddened when they see their mommies and daddies crying for them. We can't help it...we miss them so much. We do have the joy and anticipation of knowing that we will be reunited with our precious babies once again in heaven...and this time we never have to say goodbye.  We will hold them forever. All tears shall we wiped away.  God bless you and your family. 

Most sincerely,
Eva Bates
www.charlotterosebates.memory-of.com
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to a gorgeous little man!  / Alison (kylers Mummy) Duke
Dear Samuel, you are the most beautifull little boy in heaven! I hope you are enjoying playing in the gardens! Im sure kyler will share her bubbles with you. You are so missed down here and are talked about everyday! Watch over your mummy and daddy always. lots of love from alisonxxx Close

Sweet dreams  / Sophie (Wundatigga) Gray (BL Forum )
To a beautiful angel look over your mommy and daddy and shield them from pain. You must be so proud of your little boy, he is perfect xxx Close

Baby Samuel / Michelle Magee (Aunt)

Samuel/Helen

Someone told me this poem today and I thought it was so appropriate for Baby Samuel.  I just want you both to know, that Baby Samuel is in all of our thoughts, hearts and minds and we are all very proud of you.

Lots and lots of love

Moix

The Flowers May Wither

The flowers may wither
The sun may set
But as long as we live,
We will never forget,

Your memory is precious,
It will never grow old,
It's engraved in our hearts,
In letters of gold


Sleep peacefully 'wee man'

We all love you
xxx
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Wee Man / Michelle Magee (Aunt)
Wee Man

I hope you're having fun up there!!  We are still missing you loads.  We think and talk about you every day.

You are such a beautiful baby.  All these messages on your website saying how handsome you are makes me so proud to be your aunt - do you think any of my genes are in there!! ha! ha!

Samuel, continue to watch over your daddy and mummy - I pray for them every day and that they will have the strength to get through the hard times and quiet moments.  They created such a precious son/grandson and nephew who has made such an impact in all our lives. 

Sleep peacefully in the arms of Jesus.

Love now and always

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To a lovely grandson / Denzil Mcdaniel (grandad)
This site is a lovely tribute to a wonderful little boy, who achieved so much in such a little time. I am proud to be Helen's dad, and proud of Sam and little Samuel James. Sleep easy little man till we see you again. Grandad Denzil and Heather, Sarah and David. Close

Precious Tiny Little One  / Mummy xox
Precious tiny little one
you'll always be to me
so perfect pure and innocent
part of heavens family.

We dreamed of you and your life
and all that it would be.
We waited and longed for you to come
and join our family.

We never had the chance to play
to laugh to rock to wiggle.
We long to hold you, touch you now
and listen to you giggle.

I'll always be your mother.
He'll always be your dad.
You will always be our child,
The child that we had.

But now you're gone...but yet you're here.
We'll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy.
There's love in every tear.

Just know our love goes deep and strong
we'll forget you never-
the child we had but never had
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Baby Samuel / Audrey &. John Wilson (Granny & Granda)
Thank you Helen & Sam for giving us such a beautiful  and precious grandson. Even though he is not here with us he is very much in our hearts and will always be a part of our lives.We will always love him dearly. Nothing will ever replace him. We know for sure that he is safe in the arms of Jesus and that he is being well looked after.   Close

In memory of 'the wee man' / Michelle Magee (Nephew)

Samuel & Helen

We were so excited when we first heard that you were pregnant and there was going to be a baby in the family again.   I am so thankful to both of you for involving me in every step of your pregnancy - those nine months are so precious in my memories and are stored safely in a time safe in my heart - never to be removed.   The night we got to meet Samuel from his 3D scan and he waved at us all (!), made it all seem so real - yes - I was going to be an auntie!!

How our worlds just feel apart that Sunday night - when the phone rang and I saw it was Samuel's number, I said to Mark - this is it - the wee man is on his way!!  I never once expected to hear my brother cry down the phone - 'we've lost the wee man'.  The next three days were just a nightmare when in our minds we were all asking 'why' - a question we will never know the answer to.

I was nervous about going into see Baby Samuel on the Wednesday, but all that went the minute I set eyes on him - he is beautiful.  The first thought that crossed my mind when I saw him - was how he was like his mummy round the nose and mouth and well, once that blanket was taken off him we could see where his daddy's genes came in!!!  

We will never understand why God took our prevcious 'wee man', but I believe he has done his job here on earth, by giving a special bond to his mummy and daddy and bringing the two families together. 

We are so proud of you both, you have handled a very difficult situtation with such dignity and have supported each other every step of the way.

Baby Samuel will always be part of our lives, we will always talk about him, think about him and remember him.   He will live on in all of our lives.

Thank you both for giving us our precious grandson, nephew and friend.

Lots of love

Moix


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Don't think I do not grieve  / Daddy

Don’t think I do not feel;
because you see no tears.
A river rages deep inside
of grief, and loss, and fears.

Just because I do not cry now,
don’t think my heart’s not broken.
I keep inside the misery
of words not to be spoken.

Sometimes I smile, or crack a joke,
so you won’t see the pain;
or notice how my hands will shake,
or how I’ve gone insane.

Each time I chance to think of him,
my heart is ripped asunder.
The loss I feel is mine alone.
you will not see my thunder.

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Always remembered  / Mummy & Daddy
Samuel James,

Although you were only with us for a short time, and we never got the chance to know you the way we had hoped, you have touched our lives beyond belief.  It hurts so much to have lost you, but we are so glad you came in to our lives.  You are the best thing that has ever happened to us and we will see your beautiful face in our dreams for the rest of our lives.

Sad are the hearts that loved you, silent the tears that fall, but living life without you is the hardest part of all.

All our love, always, to our special little angel,

Mummy and Daddy xoxox

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